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HOPE

I hope i can...
live forever, not forever you can say it longer
be a successful person
be more creative; I'm not a creative person actually
understand what my teacher said in the school
be proud of myself ; yeaah i should
be stronger
learn new things; I'm bored


I hope you...
told me the truth
don't give a fuck
help me survive
go away
save me
hate me
love me

I hope tomorrow....
will be better
i go somewhere far away
i can smile

Hey

Hello, how are you?
I've been busy with my real life, many test, project, hw and lots things to do.
So i can't updated my blog lastlast days
First, I want to say happy Ramdahan to whom celebrate it , happy fasting yaaa all :)
and happy holiday too,
new school sound great (more strict) but i just love it
i'm not a creative person, i need moremore idea now, i'm just too bored

What's wrong

I can't stop thinking what's wrong with me,
i feel so terrible and sad
i feel that i can changed into a better human being, started from yesterday
but it was hard.
and now, i realize that we should keep trying to reach what we want.

The key to change is to let go of fear-Rosanne Cash

Streams

my heart is locked in youu

this day, i woke up late. i went to the physiologist again with my parents.
and we talk a lot of stuff there,
about my stream that i choose and about my dream.
what should i choose ? the science/ social stream. i still confuse about that.
it's some kind of dilemma for me.
i want to be a physiologist or musicologist someday in the future.
and i hope that i can choose the right stream now.

In love

I'm just in love with this novel ; Pride And Prejudice by Jane Austen
a romance novel that published in 1813.
The story is so classic and good.
There was many movies of this novel, 2 big movies that popular:
Pride and Prejudice (2005)
Pride and Prejudice(1940)

You should read it, the stories, the character, the language is very awesome :D

"Vanity and pride are different things, though the words are often used synonymously.
A person may be proud without being vain.
Pride relates more to our opinion of ourselves, vanity to what we would have others think of us."

Am I Weird (?)

“Live life fully while you're here. Experience everything. Take care of yourself and your friends. Have fun, be crazy, be weird. Go out and screw up! You're going to anyway, so you might as well enjoy the process. Take the opportunity to learn from your mistakes: find the cause of your problem and eliminate it. Don't try to be perfect; just be an excellent example of being human.”

- Anthony Robbins

yeah i'm veryvery 'weird'. many people told me that sometimes but, i love being 'weird'. :D
it's different you know and it's fun. you can be crazy and weird in the same time